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Nawawalan ako ng pag-asa. Tipong naga-aral naman ako, pero binibigla ako ng mga seatworks at lahat. Pakiramdam ko hindi ko na talaga makakayanang maging honor ulit all-over, o kahit outstanding lang sa classroom. Wala talaga. Ang ba-baba ng records ng seatworks ko, ganyan. Kinakabahan ako na nahihiya pati. Alam kong nag eexpect lola at lolo ko. Di ko na alam ano nangyari sakin simula ng naging 4th year ako. Sobrang daming nagbago. Masaya ako sa mga pagbabago, na sinubukan kong ibalik yung social life ko, kesa sa mga puro libro na nakapaligid sakin. Pero nakakalungkot, kasi alam  ko naman sa sarili kong naba-balance ko yung social life pati studies, pero talagang nakakabigla lang lahat ng mga nangyayari. Tipong kaka-discuss palang nung topic, hindi ko pa master yung discussion, kung ano ano ng seatwork at lahat. Kawawa na talaga yung record ko, pakiramdam ko. Ang ingay ko na pati sa classroom, nakakagalitan na din. Kabaliktaran talaga nung noon. 

ang 4th year life ay di biro 

He loves fixing broken things and
misshapen people, the same reason
why he leaves the minute the job is
ninety nine percent done.

and

He only fell for her because she was
broken, queued to be mended and
molded back into how she was used 
to be; he fixed her, took out the proper
tools and adjusted a few screws, until
she was well enough to try for a smile.

A message from Anonymous


nasa bio mo sa twitter pano di malalaman "secret" blog mo 'teh? :)

Musepolyhymnia refers to my in-game name too. Also, it is the name of my guitar. So basically, musepolyhymnia refers to not just my blog, but also to my music and gaming world. In addition, my bio ONLY says “musepolyhymnia” not “musepolyhymnia.tumblr.com”, ‘teh! :)

A message from Anonymous


nakilala mo na secret admirer mo ate? :)

Huuuuu uuuu. Hahaha……………………………………………….tagal na non ah february pa

Speak…

Not sure why I like you but here’s one thing for certain: I want you to like me but fuck it, I’m too ugly.¬†